Watampone, Kamis 25 Juni 2015
Tidak kesekolah selama sepekan menimbulkan rasa bersalah dalam hati, writer memang tidak mempunyai jam mengajar atau hal lain yang harus diselesaikan namun writer harus eksis. Keterikatan dan keharusan yang tidak jelas inilah yang membuat writer enggan untuk kesekolah. Harus writer akui memang dirumah banyak kuhabiskan waktu dengan menonton animasi dan movies tapi menurutku itu lebih baik daripada duduk tidak jelas tanpa melakukan apa-apa begini.
Writer juga tidak suka percakapan sia-sia dan cenderung berbicara karena terpaksa akhirnya hanya merujuk pada kata sandiwara. Seringkali teman, adik atau lainnya sampaikan kepada writer untuk banyak tersenyum namun mengapa writer harus tersenyum jika itu pura-pura walau dengan maksud untuk menjaga hati, menurutku hal yang kulakukan tidak melukai orang lain. Kalaupun pernah itu kulakukan dengan sengaja. This is me and i like the way i am and i never hurt people without purpose.
Oops too long terbawa perasaan, forget about it. I just want to say original always more valuable than a copy.
08.30 am i'm sitting on school chair on first floor outside the class, i've good view here. Sometimes myfellow teacher pass in front of me, they pass without saying anything that's may i'm not good at conversation or they may think i'm not deserve. Hahaha,,always think positive and negatively.
Well, i've been counting for more than 25 minutes there are more than 35 five person pass and noone start a chat or even smile at me. :p
Do you know kuroko tetsuya? He's one of character in anime who's his existance is always unclear when he is exist. I may like that guy now using misderiction hahaha but my hair isn't white and i dont have any talent on basketball.
I do not bring my bag which always filled with books so i don't have anything to read.
My goal in life are go to macca, japan, have a good job, get married and smart and good child. While wandering one of my fellow teacher finally say hello and in second i'm surrounded by people.
If itsn't the headmaster who's standing in front of me i'm not gonna enter awkward mode.
Tidak kesekolah selama sepekan menimbulkan rasa bersalah dalam hati, writer memang tidak mempunyai jam mengajar atau hal lain yang harus diselesaikan namun writer harus eksis. Keterikatan dan keharusan yang tidak jelas inilah yang membuat writer enggan untuk kesekolah. Harus writer akui memang dirumah banyak kuhabiskan waktu dengan menonton animasi dan movies tapi menurutku itu lebih baik daripada duduk tidak jelas tanpa melakukan apa-apa begini.
Writer juga tidak suka percakapan sia-sia dan cenderung berbicara karena terpaksa akhirnya hanya merujuk pada kata sandiwara. Seringkali teman, adik atau lainnya sampaikan kepada writer untuk banyak tersenyum namun mengapa writer harus tersenyum jika itu pura-pura walau dengan maksud untuk menjaga hati, menurutku hal yang kulakukan tidak melukai orang lain. Kalaupun pernah itu kulakukan dengan sengaja. This is me and i like the way i am and i never hurt people without purpose.
Oops too long terbawa perasaan, forget about it. I just want to say original always more valuable than a copy.
08.30 am i'm sitting on school chair on first floor outside the class, i've good view here. Sometimes myfellow teacher pass in front of me, they pass without saying anything that's may i'm not good at conversation or they may think i'm not deserve. Hahaha,,always think positive and negatively.
Well, i've been counting for more than 25 minutes there are more than 35 five person pass and noone start a chat or even smile at me. :p
Do you know kuroko tetsuya? He's one of character in anime who's his existance is always unclear when he is exist. I may like that guy now using misderiction hahaha but my hair isn't white and i dont have any talent on basketball.
I do not bring my bag which always filled with books so i don't have anything to read.
My goal in life are go to macca, japan, have a good job, get married and smart and good child. While wandering one of my fellow teacher finally say hello and in second i'm surrounded by people.
If itsn't the headmaster who's standing in front of me i'm not gonna enter awkward mode.
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